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September 05, 2003
Regrets
My relationship with 'A' started very very fast. We went from not knowing each other to 60 in about two days. It was the most intense start to a relationship I've ever been in.
I thought it was to be nothing more than a Summer fling. A fun time. It turned out that those ugly things, feelings, got somehow involved. When you have an intense relationship, it is very hard to turn that off.
Here's the thing though, I just don't regret for a moment how it got off the ground. I don't regret for a moment how fast or intense or deep it got. In fact, I would not be bothered to do it all over again, with out any changes.
But if I could change one thing, and only one thing, I'd want her to not be leaving after those three weeks were up. I think that if she lived here, or if I lived there, the long term possibilities would be a lot less bleak than they are now. Of course, if we lived in the same town we probably would not have been off to the races like we were.
So, no regrets. What good would they do?
Posted by Samer at September 5, 2003 11:49 PM
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