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December 19, 2003
Scratch
Remember where I said that there was still a "chance at romance" with 'L'? Well, not only has that evaporated, but I never really had the chance.
I'm angry and confused. She touched me in ways that no one else has, and it hurts. In one sense, I was lied to. Not a big lie in the grand scheme of things: somewhere on the scale of "the check is in the mail" and "I'll call you in the morning". Bigger than "those pants don't make you look fat", but no where near as awful as "I need to tell you I am married". But it completely gutted me.
Our trust in each other was shattered. It may not be gone, but it is severely dented. I'll talk more about that in an upcoming post.
I hope we can recover though. She is still someone I like a great deal. Admire even. We had five of the best days of my life together, and I don't want to throw it away.
Posted by Samer at December 19, 2003 01:53 PM
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